Ever since my friend first bought me NEWS Pacific RE album and WEEEEK LE single I'm been search for other NEWS CD's especially when I went to Japan, I managed to get Touch RE XD and color RE XD but didn't have the time to search for the rest while I was there T_T (because of my mum *sigh) soo here is what I got to kept myself up to date XD.

AT TAFE

It's been a long time since I last posted anything! At the moment I'm at TAFE, today we don't really have any classes but I came in anyway to do my 3D animation. I would of done it at home, BUT my friggn iMac pretty much died on me!!!! I was streaming a drama online and then all of the sudden it froze on me although I was still able to move my move but can't do anything. So I decided to force shut down and turn it back on and it was ok for a little while until it froze again and the mouse was still moving. Then I decided to update the system.. it restarted my computer and started to install but it failed! and asked to restart. this is when everything screwed up!! when I restarted it got stuck at the grey screen of death!!


the grey screen of death!!

It got stuck there whenever I go to restart my computer!!!! T_T.. I wanted to reinstall the operating system but the thing is I dont have the installments.. So! I went to my friends house who has them and stupid us, we put in Snow Leopard when we were supposed to put Leopard and now the friggn disk is stuck!!!! =.="... soo I brought it into TAFE for the Technical advisor to fix for me.. So I hope he can do it! Anyways thats the reason why I'm stuck in tafe doing my assignment!.. Right now I have finished it i'm just rendering it out now and waiting it to finish. it might be really short but I can fix it up in After Effects =DD...
My short animation is only 10secs long and its a bunny rabbit dancing the Koi no ABO =DD

JAPAN

HOMFG~!!!!! I'LL BE IN JAPAN IN 12 DAYS!!! ALONE!!! WOOO!!! I really can't wait!!! I really really want to see Yamapi's solo concert in Osaka!! but how the hell am I going to get tickets!!... my friend isn't in the fanclub anymore T_T.. and the ballot is probably over.. I dont know those things anymore >_<.... If I cant go to the concert at least I can get the goods XDD.. [someone out there who can help me get some nice cheap tickets!!!! XDDD]....

Other then that I'm really excited to go!! I'll be seeing calpis37 , my Australian friend Sophie (who is actually leaving tomorrow for Japan, Korea and Thailand), my good friend Hikari, Nozomi, Kai and my relatives! Really can't wait!.. I wouldn't mind meeting up with some JE fans too! =DD

Anyways i gotta fix up my animations XDDD

HOMG~!!!!!! I really think I'm going to die in this heat!!!!! >_<... its 40C and all I'm using is a mini fan!! I really can't wait to spend and extra month of winter!! a proper winter too! XDD

HOMG~!! Today, I finally bought my flight ticket to Tokyo!!!! I'M FRIGGN HAPPY AND EXCITED!!!!!! I CAN'T FRIGGN WAIT!!! I can't wait to meet calpis37 , hang out with Kaichi, see my old friend Hikari and her family, see my relatives, hang out with friends from Australia who are also visiting Japan as well and travel through from Sendai to Hiroshima maybe even to Fukuoka~!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S OFFICIAL!!!!!! AND THE BEST PART IS.... THIS IS MY FIRST TRIP, FOR A MONTH, TO A COUNTRY, ALONE!!!! LIKE HOMG!!!!! NO PARENTS OR FAMILY FOR A MONTH!!!!!!!! I'm gonna take soo much advantage of it, it's going to be crazy~!!! キタ〜！！

anywhoo I better get to bed XDD おやすみ〜！

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I'm back and kicking!... It's been a while since I posted, just been soo busy!.. Been going out ALL THE TIME, it's crazy!! helping out a friend with some confidential stuff, having ALOT of outings and a close guy friend asking me to go out places because he is a very bored child eventhough he is doing alot! But in general, in the past few weeks nothing really has happened, well nothing dramatic XDD.

Right now I have come to my depressed point XD... I kind of lost faith. I came to the realisation that I'm not the brightest people (would say dumb but sounds too stupid XDD)... My standards are soo low... my speech is soo simple... My vocabulary level is really really low... I forgotten everything I did in High school even though it was 2 years ago and only thing I'm good at is design stuff and that I'm not yet to the professional level. In design theory, I'm always asking my friends for help even when the questions are soo simple... I just feel sooo stupid, dumb!... Friends will be saying something, and i would think i know what they are saying and then i ask them to make sure i was right which kind of makes me look stupid coz what ever they said was soo straightforward.

Is it because it's the way I was brought up, with non strict peoples with studying, or because I never chose to learn properly. To see a person with such high intelligence and very good usage of vocabulary it makes me think that I wish I was like that using sophisticated words, having high knowledge in English when speaking and writing, being able to understand what others are talking about without asking them what they mean... To think they are able to do all that must of took a lot of time.. Lucky enough for me i have a career goal now... So I can stick to studying in the design field and not worry about maths, science, business stuff... but they most important part that i need to focus the most is my usage of vocabulary.

I guess i need to collect my thoughts properly... I guess everyone is good at different specific areas.

(what ever i wrote above probably doesn't make sense XDD)

Wow... It's been soo long since I last posted something here...

( RANDOM THINGS FROM THE PAST WEEKSS )



( UTS OPEN DAY )


( MY SHOWREEL INTRODUCTION )

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YAY NEW JAP PHONE

YAY!! I finally got my Japanese phone!!!! I went into the city early this morning to pick it up.. It's soo big compared to my little green Sony Ericsson XD.. Now I see it it's sooo tiny!.. I can't play with it since I'm at TAFE now XD and the charger adaptor isn't compatiable with the plugs at tafe XD... I didn't get a damn instructional manual >_<.. Gotta download it I guess XD.. I really can't wait to get home now I wanna charge it and play around =D... I got $320 or something to spend a month SOO MUCH! XD... I'm soo Happy to get it.. I would of been even more happy if I gotten the SoftBank 933SH...

Now I just have to figure out how to use the bluetooth and such, put music and pictures in and yeh.. Oh yeh! and figure out how to send SMS..  I tried but it didn't send.. It said go to the sms service centre XD.. and change something but I dunno what to do XD... if it doesn't work till Sat I can go into the store and ask I guess XD... I just hope I don't get the snobby lady XD.. The Dude is kool =D... Oh yeh I was supposed to pay for the memory card but he never asked for money XD LOL

I'll post more later.. In class now and doing damn HTML coding... god I hate codes... I like designing better XD

Shin yori XD

CITY

Today is my day off from TAFE soo I decided to go to the City to get my phone. At first I went to Cabramatta with my parents and caught the train from there. I went to Capitol Sq to pick up my phone but when I got there, the guy was doing it for me.. I waited about 5-10mins and then he told me the Virgin Site or whatever was giving errors or some shit and apparently still in maintainence or whatever.. Then he told me if I could I can come back at 4 later in the day soo yeh I did.. I left the place and went to Kinokuniya. Since I'm in my Yuma phase I bought all Aug, WinkUp, Duet, Potato, Sept Myojo and Kindai x____x.... I haven't bought that many magazines in SOOO LONG!!! XD... after picking up all of those mags I went to read "Special A" and then I got a phone call from that phone shop saying the site still won't work and asked me to come 2moro.. Which I can't since I'm busy until Friday XD... So I guess I have to wait till Saturday which was the original pick up day XD... I should of gotten their business card XD... Man I'm always too eager to get things... I should stop having this habit XD...

( Edit: Photos )

TRIP

Yesterday when I went to buy my CD rack, I asked my mum to come along too. Main reason is soo she can pay for it XD... After talking about her on coming cruise to New Zealand, I made a BIG request XDD.... I asked her "For my 20th Birthday can you buy me a ticket?" from her reaction, she may be considering it!! Considering when I go she'll be on her trip too =D... and then that mean's I'll have more spending money!! =D... I just have to do a lot house work to keep her happy XD... that's the only way I can get things I want XD... Yehh,,, I'm a spoilt brat XD...  But then my mum knows how much I LOVE JAPAN and knows how much I'm in to Johnny's considering all the mail I get are all mostly NEWS XD..

BATTERY

A few days ago I finished watching Yuma's drama Battery, Overall I liked it a lot, but the ending sucked!.. I hate dramas that have open endings! And ones that confuse you! Hopefully there's a SP episode or something. Since I been fangirling Yuma a lot I influenced my nephew in fanboying NYw/BIS lol.. I made him watch Battery which he likes.. Also getting him in to Koishite Akuma.. I even made him listen to their songs XD lol.. Now he's been asking when the next episodes for Koshite Akuma and Buzzer Beat are coming out XD... Funny thing is My nephew finished Battery before me!! Gahh he even called me Pedo XD when I kept on fangirling Yuma XD... Lucky him for being 14 XD.. I;M STILL IN MY TEENSD =D it doesn't matter! ^_^

Anywhoo I have to go help my mum cook XD otherwise getting my tickets won't happen XD...

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中山優馬w/B.I.SHADOW CDs

うわぁ〜! Today I got my 中山優馬w/B.I.Shadow CDs!!!!!!!! This morning my mum came into my room with a package. The packaging was a bag soo I didn't think it was my CDs.. I was thinking it was my panda bag from Sechuna which still hasn't arrived yet >_< anywhoo... I looked at the package and on the custom paper it says CDs!! My mum just watched me open them and she took a look at the Cds and said they looked gay and why are they naked XDD.. My CD collection is growing! XD... I had to get a Cd rack which I did buy later today XD... WOO SOO HAPPY!! now aiming for a MASSIVE poster of Yuma and a Uchiwa =D...

( 私のCDs )

Must make a Yuma Banner!! XDD

Well thats all for today... GOsh its 1am XD.. must sleep XD...

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PHONE ISSUES

HOMFG~!!!!! Right now I'm soooo PISSED OFF!! \(>w<)/ As I was talking to my friend online relating to phones and get a phone call from Optus. They were all saying that I was a loyal/valued costumer of Optus and they said they got offers for me... Mind you she had a strong American accent with a tint of indian and the background noise was horrible it sounded like it was in a play ground park!! Anyways they offered me all this stuff and I couldn't hear what she was saying properly.. but when she said all the bonus and offers of course you would try to listen hard.. Assuming the offers are going on top of my plan I thought KOOL...but I was wrong! when I hung up I realised that my friggn plan has changed!!!!! I used to have pay $30 get 50mins free call and 50sms to anyone and 100min my time, credt expiry 60days... not much but it's all i need.. they offered Pay $30 get $300 value = $30 MyCredit, $120 MyBonus, $150 Pre-Paid messaging + Unlimited access to MySpace & YouTube.. All that has to be used in 30days before it expires!!!! and they probably expect us to recharge every month!! too rollover our credit!!!! I DON'T NEED THAT MUCH FOR ONE MONTH DDX !!  especially when i hate wasting stuff!!  soo Pissed about that I should of rejected them! >_<...

Now my plan is... Pray to Buddha that I can get that Jap phone with the Virgin plan keep the number i have now, get a new Optus sim with a better plan thats suitable for me for my mum and sis and who ever has optus... I originally want to get a new number for my virgin and give that number to those i want to give to and yeh.. but that optus chick screwed it up for me!! >_<.. GAHH... soo yeh.. screw the turbo charge i don't need all that in one month >_<... I guess my nephew can use that optus phone now that I'm gonna get a new number/sim for it. He can pay half of the credit =p...

Man optus pisses me off...

Just hope for the best for tomorrow!! and make my nephew by a new optus sim =p..

ahh the anger is all out! =D

PHONES

Ever since since I saw and asked about kawaii_hime09 Japanese phone, I'm like sooo eager to get one now!! There's this specific one I really want although its pretty new. Its the SoftBank Sharp 933SH, it's sooo SEXY I WANT!!.. Once I want it, it means I really want it and I want it now!! XD.. Considering I wanted a Japanese for a LONG TIME now.

Anyways today I supposed to have TAFE starting at 12pm... Since I was sooo eager get that phone I went real early in the morning (I guess it will make me get used to waking up early XD) to go to the city. Unfortunately, it wasn't opened yet, well I guess it was 9am XDD... My friend and her bf tagged along too keep me company... how considerate are they lol.. but I feel bad tagging them along real early in the morning, I LEFT THE HOUSE AT 7.30am!! x____x.... last time I left the house that early was last year when I went to Japan for my early flight and that was 4am! but that was exciting! LOL...

A couple of shops starts opening up and the one I asked kawaii_hime09 was opened, I went in to ask if they have the phone I wanted and they said they would need to order it and then I ask if they have it on plan and they DON'T~!! Complete fail/rejection! For the phone outright it cost $950!! x______x *dies* So kawaii_hime09 will be helping me out [本当にありがとうね〜！！] plus may be seeing her new husky puppies!! KYAAA〜!!!! thy are sooo adorable in the photos!!!! I absolutely love DOGS!! anyways off topic.. Hopefully I get the phone I want or anything close to it.. the 933SH is sooo awesome though. Damn Japan for having 1000 times better technology!! XD...

( The SoftBank Sharp 933SH )

After looking at phones and stuff which I had and still do have a obsession with the past few days XD I went to Kinokuniya and saw this AWESOME cosplay book!!! I MUST GET!!!! it even has patterns for costumes!!!! I might get it on Saturday XD... but it cost $38ish!!! all in Japanese though XD But I guess I'll be advancing my Jap now! My friend in my previous Japanese class said they are now doing kanji!! WOO HOO!! He's still doing Tuesday and Thursday classes and I had to change to Saturday classes since I have no time in the week althoughididditchtodaysclassXDD... god I miss my friend from Jap class T_T... anywhoo

テゴマスCDs

I couldn't help but not post pictures of my Tegomasu CD's! Stupid me bought all editions!! XD And another stupid thing is I don't want to open it because I don't want to damage it like my COLOR RE cd case T_T.... I have to some how watch the DVDs without opening it up *cough*download*cough* XD.. I seriously need to get a CD rack... my collection is growing XD... I'm just hoping that NEWS brings out an album or a single soon although that will also kill my wallet too XD...

( テゴマスSummer'09 CD Collection )
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テゴマスCD

WOOO~!!! I GOT MY TEGOMASU ALBUM AND SINGLE!!! actually they delivered it to me last Friday but I been out since morning Friday I haven't had the time to check the mail.. When I was heading to out of the house to TAFE I thought I should check AND THERE WAS A NOTICE~!! Soo yeh Making me late to class I went to pick them up XD.. I'll post photos later since I gotta go to my friends house soon to sleep over..
My parents are away for the week and I thought I should take advantage of it since my parents never let me sleep over my friends house even the ones I been friend since i was a child!! soo YEH!

Can't wait to get 中山優馬 w/B.I.Shadow singles XD...

SMASH TRAINING DAY

Yesterday I went to the City for SMASH Volunteer Training Day, although it wasn't really a training XD it was more like a overview on what's going to happen on the day and what each person jobs will be and I guess they are also checking who will turn up to the training day to be certain they are full interested in volunteering.. There was a few people who did apply but didn't turn up.

My job at the convention are Info Chick and Ticket Chick =D.... Being at the Info Desk will be alot of work! but then I guess I can use my skills for it =D... My friend only gets to do Ticketing.. >_<.. lucky!!! coz ticketing will die out for a bit later in the day! It's awesome meeting new people too. I guess this is my good luck year because alot of good stuff has happened this year but I can't think of any on the top of my head XD...

One problem I thought they had at the training day was they didn't seemed too organised... because they had timetable session for each job for them to explain and such to the volunteers and it wasn't to schedule >_<... but Hopefully on the day is good! I'll be Cosplaying as a random japanese school girl on Saturday XD.. and on sundayjust in causal stuff.. Wish I had a Maid Costume XD...

Since we had time after the training.. my friend and I hung out a bit, first going to Kinokuniya ended up buying LOVE*COM Vol13... I wish the JE mags were back to being cheap again!!! >_<... or any JE books XD...

CDs

After seeing Nakayama Yuma everywhere!!! >_<... I decided to watch his new drama Koishite Akuma... For some friggn strange reason Yuma really drawn me in!!! AND I DON'T LIKE IT!!! considering he is 15 and im like nearly 20 >_<... I would NEVER thought I would fangirl a Johnny's who is heaps young!!! But there's something about him I really like.. yes I think he is cute XD.. but there is seriously something else which I can't figure out XD.... Anyways! After watching his drama, it really made me want to watch more even though there's only 2 epis so far >_<... I knew he debut into a new group recently but I never paid attention because one... they are young and I feel too old to fan girl them (but compared to the obaachan who are 40-60 years old fangirling NEWS I guess theres no problem fangirling Yuma)... and two... After the break up of Ya-Ya-yah because of HSJ I din't bother keep up with the Johnny's Jrs... but yes after watching his drama I stupidly decided to buy their debut single!!! *dies x__x* not just one!!! I also bought the A & B and normal edition!!!! >_< WHY DO THEY HAVE 3!!! >_<... but listening to Yuma's voice I wouldn't of known it was sung by a 15 year old guy singing!!! When I first heard him talk in his drama, I was really shocked!!! IT WAS SOO DEEP!! it sounded like a 18 year old voice XD... but I quite like his voice XDD... but yes... damn you YUMA!!

Anyways... I should be getting テゴマス new single and album sometime this week!!! WOO HOOO!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!! my CD collection is growing!!! ^__^ I really need a CD rack XD... but I have no more wall space to place CD rack XD...

anywhoo... gonna watch some dramas and then jet to bed... Damn TAFE is starting tomorrow NOOO... *sigh* I was enjoying my holiday XD...

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SECHUNA GOODS

On Thursday I received my package from the Sechuna Group Order!!!! The shipping method I took was surface mail and it took like 6 weeks from when I left the host!! Stupid of me I been counting from the day she post it, not from the day it was left Canada!! >_< but it came safely! SOO HAPPY!! Unfortunately, one of my items weren't there >_<...because I bought a panda purse and this other person also bought a panda bag but hers is a backpack and I got her backpack and she's got my panda purseby mistake!!! so somehow we have to exchange.. but she hasn't emailed or messaged me back giving me her address >_<.. I WANT MY PANDA PURSE!! >_<

EDIT: She actually sent me an email a while ago XD... and yeh we'll be exchanging soon!! WOO HOO!!

( Well here is my stuff! =D )

SUPERNOVA

Last Sunday I went to Supernova, a anime, comic, game, manga etc convention held in Olympic Park. I have to say they are missing something and they SHOULD include it, is JPOP stuff!! That would be awesome!! Overall it was ok, I though Animania last year was better. Hopefully I get to volunteer for the SMASH convention =D...

At Supernova I was able to buy the rest of Zettai Kareshi manga!! and a Saber (from Fate Stay Night) Figure!! Although it wasn't the full size it was the chibi version T_T... but it was a good prize, bought it for $20.. while the full size was $45 which looks sooo HECTIK!! (haha I haven't used Hectik in soo long! XD) Plus there wasn't that many great cosplayers as I said it was better at Animania XD... I so want to cosplay as a Student from Nobuta wo Produce!! their uniform is AWESOME!!! or a Maid =)... I have to make sure I buy myself a Maid costume when I'm in Japan again =D... They had HEAPS of Tokidoki figures, the surprise boxes.. but they were kinda expensive soo I didn't buy any XD.. Plus I was really really poor XD

I went with my best friend and her boyfriend and with my nephew who tagged a friend along too. A "friend" from TAFE found out that I was going to Supernova and called me real late at 11pm to ask.. but I never picked up XD... but he ended up smsing me >_<... and asked [sigh] I don't particularly want him to come because 1. he has a crush on me >_< 2. he just seems weird.. like the way he talks makes him seem slow and I usually click when I talk with someone.. but with him it doesn't work.. soo yeh.. And when we are walking he was sooo close to me that I pretty get sandwiched between him and my friend.. IT ISN'T COMFORTABLE!! I can do it to my friend were we walk REALLY CLOSE but not with him... I don't know the guy too well to walk like that beside him!! ITS REALLY ANNOYING!! And when my friend isn't on my other side I would make space between us but he seems to getting closer and closer to the point i have to switch sides! and When I am between him and my friend I would sometimes go on my friends other side and he would follow!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN THEY GET ATTACHED TO ME LIKE THAT SOO EASILY!! XD really annoying!! Yeh it's ok if I knew you for like YEARS but if I only meet you like a week before i don't like it... Probably why i don't take guys picking me up too well XD LOL anywhoo I got off track... But I hope that guy doesn't find my blog anywhere.. My real friends don't know about this blog expect for one =D

( Here's some photo's I took at Supernova )

JAPAN

I'm soo excited to go to Japan!! I guess it is official, if it was I would be cut soo deeply!! To save some money I made my Japanese classes on Saturdays now rather then Tuesdays and Thursday and save my self from spending soo much on transport. I should start walking to TAFE so I don't have to waste soo much on Petrol and I gues some exercise won't hurt. This way I can save more money for my holiday!! Plus I hid my ATM card so I don't use it all the time like I used too XD but it worked! Actually I gave it to my mum last time XD.. I should do it this time XD..

But Yeh!! I'm really looking forward to this!! It'll be my first trip ALONE!!! And the awesome thing is I'll be 20!!! I'll be LEGAL!! WOO HOO!! I get to meet some friends who I met online, those I haven't meet yet and those I have! So That would be heaps of fun! And I can plan to go to places I always wanted to go without getting dragged down by my mum!! WOO HOO!! there were alot of places I wanted to go when I went last time but my mum was dragging me down because one thing she walks soo slow the other the places I go to arn't really her thing soo she won't enjoy it as much I will >_<... But I rather to go to places I like to go to either by myself or with friends not with oldies XD But sooo EXCITED!!! Need to start planning!!! XD

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I was going to do this on the weekend but It still hasn't hit me yet, it hasn't hit me he is now not in the same world as us anymore. When it does hit me it will hit me HARD!!

Michael Jackson 1958~2009 R.I.P.

Michael Jackson was my childhood through his music and entertainment. I wasn't a HUGE fan but I loved him and his music! When I was young I always thought I could meet him and put band aids on my fingers because he has white things on his tips of his fingers and wanted curly hair just like him. I would watch his movie "MOONWALKER" all the time when I was young wishing that I was able to be in a film with him, dancing along with his moves and failing at the moon walk. Just hearing and watching the songs REALLY takes me back to my childhood. And to think that the one who has made my childhood have so much joy is now out of this world is still unbelievable! It's kind of feels like my childhood has died too but I have to keep within me to keep MJ spirit alive!!

We all can tell that he has lost his childhood, youth and adulthood and now his life because of his fame even though he brought excitement and joy to everyone of his fans and I'm sure that made him happy. Please RIP!! and really hope that he will have even more peace in his next life.. REST IN PEACE!!

ps screw those who have no respect!

Wow, been a while since I posted here, nothing much has really happened expect for stressing for assignments to be done and leaving them to the last minute XD.

HOLIDAYS

I just recently found out my parents are going on a 14 day cruise to New Zealand!!!! They will be leaving on the 4th and arrive in New Zealand on the 18th I assume and staying in New Zealand for a week. Since my Brother's wife works as a travel agent she finds out all of these special offers! When she found out about the 50% off the cruise, she put my parents name straight away!! HOW LUCKY!! I WANT TO GO TOO!!! But!!!! the awesome thing is, I'm planning to go to Japan on the 17th of December and returning back home on the 21st =D. This means MY MUM IS DEFINITELY NOT TAGGING ALONG WITH ME!! WOO HOO!! I need at least $3000!!!

Hopefully during the time I go there will be NEWS concerts! I want to go to a small venue since it will be easier to see everything compared to last time =.=".... NEWS usually have their concerts in winter, well I hope soo XD.. The crappy and sad thing is my good friend in Japan isn't a YOU&J fanclub member anymore!!! T_T whyy!! I wish I can be in the fanclub! I'm sure her friends are Johnny's fans and then maybe they can get tickets for me too or maybe someone else... I don't particular want to folk out hundreds of dollars for a ticket which I only be going for 3hrs even though it will be worth it XD.. but I'll wait and see and depends on the seats too..I shall buy my plane ticket sometime in August or Sept hopefully the price doesn't change much XD..

NEW FURNITURE

YAY!! My brother and his wife are finally getting new sofas and a surround sound for their new tv!!! We have this free granny couch which is horrible and uncomfortable! Probably this weekend my lounge room will look really trendy! And then I can have friends over and have a little hangout playing Singstar and watching movies or playing the wii ^^ YAY!! But I wish they can move out after then! maybe they can be GONE when I come back from Japan ^^ lol...

SECHUNA

ahhhah..... I'm still waiting for my Sechuna goods! Even though I chose the longest shipping (since it was the cheapese even though it was still expensive XD) it should be here by now! I want it NOW!!! Hopefully the end of this week or beginning of next week! >_<... Speaking of mail I still haven't gotten my NEWS pamphlets!!! Apparently they got lost in the mail and now the seller is supposely going to send me replacements of it... well she better soon coz I'm losin my patience.. >_<

MEME

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HOMFG!!!! Today isn't my day!!! I'M SOOOO FRIGGN PISSED OFF!!!! FAMILY PISS ME OFF!!!

Today I had to go shopping with my friend and I'm ALWAYS late to go to her place, because of my mum!!! ALL THE TIME!!! I had to go shopping to buy bras for my sister which were on sale and I had to scab money of my mum... I came in to the room with her knowing that I had to go (since I was all dressed up) and get the money and totally ignored me for at least 15mins!!!!!! Yet alone I was already late~!! So I walked out and she called out arn't I taking the money.. OF COURSE I'M TAKING THE GOD DAMN MONEY!!! and then I asked a little extra so I can use it for the train and she totally ignored me again soo I took off once again, speeding off in my car!!!

Luckily I had some extra money from the bras which I used on the train..

I was on the way to the Art Gallery of New South Wales and I was the enterance when my mum called me asking for my nephew and nieces to use my computer because they need to research some shits... I don't particularly like people in my room when I'm not home and I don't particularly trust my nephew and nieces in my room. Reason being!! When my nephew went on my computer it froze on him THREE TIMES!!!!!!!! And it pretty much never freeze on me!!!! Another is they touch my stuff they arn't supposed too!!! I had this earrings which had a holder which I just bought recently and I wore my earrings today and left the holder on my table not knowing they will be going to my room.

Anyways! I came home in a alright mood when I entered my house, my pissed off mood just grew!!! I KNEW I SHOULDN'T LET THEM IN!!!! but I had no choice! GAH IT PISSES ME OFF!!! I had a shoe rack on my door which fell!!! I entered my room, I had bras on my table and they disappeared!!! I searched for them EVERYWHERE IN MY ROOM but I found them on the rack DX my hair straightener in a different position to way i last left it!! the earring holder FRIGGN BENT IN HALF!!! FUCK THAT PISSED ME OFF!!! IF YOU ARE GOING TO ENTER SOMEONES ROOM DON'T FRIGGN RUIN THEIR THINGS!!!! HOMG!! If people enter my room I like to see it how I left it with nothing moved, or destroyed!!! So next time I see them or see my mum I'll go off it!! They can fucking get a laptop and use the net that way but they are never going into my room again!!! I seriously can't stand people doing that!! entering my room when room is the worse thing any person can do and moving or destroying things they shouldn't! And who cares if its only bras!! I'm sure everyone seen friggn bras!! It's just like any kind of clothing!...

Sorry for my language, just soo pissed off...

HOMG another thing, My brother and his wife (I still can't accept calling her my sister-in-law).. before the wedding, my bro's wife Jess had a Kitchen Tea Party which she received all of these kitchen gifts. Only a few days ago she came home (mind you my bro and his wife still lives at my house) and unpacking all of those gifts!!! Its like it's indicating they going to stay here even longer!!!! WTF!!!! and then Yesterday I came home and found my bro setting up a MASSIVE plasma TV in the lounge room. They were all saying they going to get rid of the lounge which they got for free and it was a granny lounge anyways and getting more nicer ones. COOL but no...it even more indicates they won't leave any time soon!!! And they going to change their door handle keys! because ""I keep on going into their room"" LIKE WTF!!! I haven't been in there room since I got busted playing with their SingStar!!! and that was MONTHS AGO!!! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!! I really can't!!!! this is really killing me inside out. My sister knows how I feel but what can I do.. Only option I have is to move out but where! I have no where to go!

But I said to myself I'll tolarent it for another year until end of 2010. Hoping I get into uni in 2010 and study abroad in Japan in 2011. I really hope that within 2011 while staying in Japan that they will move out by the time I get back into Australia. If they are still living there when I get back then I'm definitely taking the option of moving out!!!

anyways I really should do my assignment... I feel a little better now after writing that otherwise I'll wake up pissed off.. I just hope my mum doesn't tell me we are going shopping tomorrow but I have SOOO MUCH to doo!! >_< ふさけんだよ〜！！！

YAY for テゴマス new release!! Must save up now T_T going to be more poor XD.... damn wanting both editions!! >_<

NEPHEW'S BIRTHDAY

Yesterday was my nephew, Jamie's Birthday. He is now 14, getting so old and ugly. XD He was pretty sick for the past week and being all Jap he's been wearing a mask. He couldn't blow his cake so he just got the piece of paper and waved at the candles lol. He was heaps happy getting a hair straightener and the NEWS Russ-k shirt rather then presents from others. My brother kept on teasing him about the hair straightener, guys these days like to look after their looks! rather then my brother looking like a total bum! XD

TODAY'S OUTING

Today I was supposed to go to a BBQ up in Bondi. My friend from Japanese class invited me since she said that her friends said to bring anyone =). And the awesome thing was he friends are JAPANESE!!! XD... Only problem is, I couldn't go!
1. I had no one to tag along with me.
2. I had to say home and look after my dad and brother who are both sick
3. It's kinda dangerous to go outside when the swine flu is around around Victoria and New South Wales now. They say about 140 in australia mostly in Victoria and a couple here in NSW. >_<.... Scary... AND apparently some in the area I live in!! >_<...
Yeh, I'm going to be all Jap and wear a mask to protect my health... I don't want to die yet!

Anyways, I really wanted to go!! So cut about it! It was a great opportunty to meet more people, considering I'm a shy person and very unsocial, since I don't have many friends T_T... It would of been great! especially since they are Japanese too!!! But my friend said she'll invite me next time! So I'm looking forward to it! =D

A JE meeting in the city would be awesome too!! I'll have someone to fan girl!

MAIL

On Wednesday, I received my NEWS cd/dvd case from the old Myojo magazines!! I hope NEWS gets a new CD/DVD in Myojo soon!! I mean, Hey Say Jump! has two!!!!!!! なんで〜！？！

( NEWS CD/DVD CASE )
Man, pamphlets still haven't arrived!!! >_<... The seller said if it still doesn't arrive in a week, I'll contact her again and she'll send me a replacement of them all!!... BEEN SOOO BLOODY LONG!!!

Next week hopefully I get my Sechuna Clothes/items!!!! I can't wait!! and then I can organise a Family photo!

テゴマスSummerConcert'09

HOMG~!!! A テゴマス Summer Concert!!!!!!!!!! I SOOOOO WANT TO GOOOO~!!!!!!!!!! but to bad I'm not going to be in Japan at that time T_T. But then I guess I can always somehow get someone to buy me the Goods for me. I can't miss out on the Goods if I can't go to the Concert!!! Must save up for them then.. Oh I want to go! T_T......

Wow, I just started think how I actually saw all 6 of them though XD... That's crazy, been almost 6 months and I still can't believe it. It feels like it never saw them.. But taking photos and buying the goods is proof I guess XD... I must go next time!!!... Cut that I can't go to this one... I blame TAFE too! >_<

Anyways if I keep on talking about that I'll be more depressed about it lol...

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SHOPPING

Today, I went shopping with my close friend, who is still in school, but she had exams so we went shopping after she finish one today. We went to Macarthur Sq because I had to buy a present for my nephew, Jamie, whose birthday is coming up this Friday. He's been begging for a hair straightener (Such a Teenybopper!!) for soo long since he would come over to my hair ALL THE TIME to straightener his hair! Plus he would he would make me do it >_<. Anyways, I didn't want to pay too much for a hair straightener for him soo I just got a nice cheap Remington for $25 at the Shaver shop.

( Mini Hair straightener )

After buying the hair straightener, we went to have lunch. I didn't want to eat too much but I was hella hungry. So, my friend and I half a Kebab, it was pretty damn nice! I could go for another! XD maybe tomorrow XD... To get all the Kebab off our weight, we both went to playy DDR!! I haven't played in soo long!! I'm still on Light XD.. I'm still working on going to Standard, just very slowly XD..

RUSS-K

When I got home from shopping/friend's house, I went around the house to see if I had any mail. To my disappointment, I didn't see anything. When my dad got home from taking my brother to the doctors I saw a package on the kitchen bench. Thinking it was my pamphlets, FUCK it wasn't >_<.... But it was something BETTER and UNEXPECTED!!! I got my RUSS-K T-shirts that were designed by NEWS!!!!!! They are incredibly AWESOME!! I love it!! I also bought one for my nephew since I converted him into NEWS. But he has to owe me back because they were expensive. I have to thank nina_chan07 doing those Russ-K orders! And she sent it soo fast knowing I was going to give the shirt to my nephew as a birthday present, even though he has to owe me XD but the effort of ordering counts! XD (I'm such a bad aunty XD)

( Russ-K T-shirts here... )

Well that's all for now I'm going to watch Gokusen 3 Graduation SP RAW XD since I can't be bothered to wait for the Subs.

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